Sweet just got rid of the pressure in my ears from the plane ride.

All in all the trip went pretty okay. When landing in Germany however, it was a shock to see so many fugly and depressed ppl (no offense to you Germans, I just happened to land there, so you’ll have to take the hit). All of the beautiful Japanese ppl with their friendly smiles were gone. The security check, the passport control etc., it was if I was in a horror movie in slow motion. They worked so slooooow and looked totally hopeless and depressed. Ffs, get a grip of yourselves! At least you HAVE a job! Lay off the beer, brush your teeth and look up the word “friendly” in the dictionary. Something BIG needs to happen, some huge change of attitude when it comes to ppl working these service jobs. I’m embarrassed.. I wouldn’t want any Japanese to visit us in the shape we’re in. When departing from Tokyo, the ppl that loaded the bags onto the plane all waved goodbye as the plane rolled away.  Beat that.

Being sick I haven’t really been outside yet and tbh I’m afraid to meet the world out there. I’ll just keep on living in my bubble, replaying memories in my head. Me being friendly might help, even though everyone else is rude as fuck.

The pic of Pharrell symbolizes the way I feel about being back in Sweden and the fact that I failed to find him in Tokyo. Grrr!